Words You Needed To Know

Hi, Preeti,




You are the one who has touched me inside
The one thing that I want to tell is so sensitive and very commonly found.
You know that I proposed you through my friend and I don’t know what you thought of me.
Maybe you just thought very negatively and you just looked at my face.
I’m poor but you gotta know that the poverty that’s given or provided me is not mine.
It’s saying that time changes everything but you didn’t muse on this sentence.
I don’t know why but my heart is really hurt and wounded deep inside, even if its my destiny.

• But how can I get my destiny?
• Who can proclaim it?

When I saw you first, I just thought to make you mine and you must know that my feelings were so weak that time.
But day by day my attraction was changing in love, it was a nice feeling to feel for you.

I loved you, but I don’t remember your face just because I never saw your face perfectly and I always looked into your eyes.

• Your eyes were black but I love them mostly.
• Looking in your eyes is where I see my life, which seems over now but not so.

I was dreaming of what could be, and I even chose to have two kids after getting married with you, cause small family is best family.
I thought of the moment when I would be with you and you would never give up even if we are gonna apart.
I wished to love you till I get my last breathe and sent to heaven or hell.
I always tried to make you feel the love that I wanted to share with you but you never wanted to feel.
I got that I was really loving you, not only pretending my mind being attracted by you.

Preeti,

You never felt the same feeling for me, even you don’t love me.

• But how will I tell to my this poor heart that it has to live alone whole life?
• How will I live if I’m without you?

Neither I nor you are on speaking terms just because you never tried to talk to me or to have a nice talk having forgotten our those bad and unfortunate moments and at my side I could never muster courage up to talk to you.
All the words that I always kept in my mind, seemed disappeared whenever I came  across with you.

See,

• My life is going on,
• My life was going on,
• And my life will be going on,

But the loneliness and the pain that is given me, will never let me be happy or let me smile for a instant.
Only you can make me happy, my happiness is you, its only you whom I want, its only who is the queen of my heart.
I know that I thought to stop loving you but now I guess it had increased more and I cant live without you.
My love for you is so unbreakable and pure, and unconditional.
I don’t need anything, just need you, I need your love, need you to accompany me.
I will do everything for you, cause I need your love for the future life that will be going on with my wife.
My dedication towards you is more stronger and so I cant break it.
I will never let you from my heart, I need you always by my side.

Preeti,

You will never understand how much it hurts when I see myself walking alone in the dark and lonely street of my heart.
I just want you not to go out of this world,
I could fix my heart but it was too late.
If we were the one, I can surely say that there is no impossibility we would have to face in our life.
I always found myself thinking of you, and that’s why I got that there is just one reason to let fall my tear.
If you could have felt my hopes and dreams, ,maybe you would understand how much you are meant to me in this crazy world of choices.
Sometimes a wave of pessimism arises in my mind and that tells me that you are never gonna be mine.
But now I see that you are mine, cause you are in my heart, you are in my mind, you are in my soul, and mostly you are in my memory.
It still hurts me when it comes to know that I have fallen in love with you such type of girl who is never gonna understand me, never gonna love me and never gonna be mine.
I really thought of you and now its my passion.
I would really fix my wound but I always find myself thinking of you, always find myself sinking in deep inside of your remembrance.
I have really got tired of thinking of you but uts the only way to remember my love, my the one whom I want most.
I love you Preeti, I don’t lie.

I will always remember you, I will never forget you, I will always LOVE you,

But

Not The Way I Have Always Done!

• Not the way I have wanted to do,
• Not the way you must be,
• Cause I will be of someone else.

SINCERE - RAHUL KUMAR YADAV